Yes God has daughters too.
I went through something very frightful some years ago, a look into a world in which I lived but was not full of understanding of the light. This look in to what I didn’t understand caused me to quit driving truck and come home with a great love in my heart. I thought with the swinging of my pendulum that people would understand when I myself couldn’t even explain what happened. That didn’t happen. What did happen however was a healing process that has brought me to where I am today. It is not what I see as the place I want to stay holding a fulltime job and trying to run my little farm by myself, but has given me a foundation of understanding and direction as I sway. The foundation was the stories in the Bible, to me God’s Heart. From the front cover to the back, some read over and over again to help calm me inside, so much so that stories stuck and in them my daily life lives providing meaning and understanding.
The direction I was once headed driving truck could have killed me along with others, I was dozing at the wheel, God sent me home after the opening of the door, a look into something very frightful, a new direction was given, but didn’t happen, partly due to it required participation of others. My son’s for one. One worked and was trying to cover expenses, while the other was lost in head cents, drugs and such. They soon were both gone but I continued to love. I hope my son’s come home being strong men carrying a their love for God. I see a new direction that could work. Not a single full time job held to cover expenses. But all holding a parttime job to cover the needed expenses so we don’t burn out working in the outside world. When not at work in the outside world there is another world in which we must live and grow what God has so graiously given at the farm. My chickens even though sometimes I lose some to predators, they still increase and provide eggs to eat. The rabbits increase, my cat soon will have kittens, my dog needs much love, and soon the bees will arrive to their new home.
The stories in the Bible provide many lessons to help us cope in this world, helping us make choices to live by, not die. Dieing in one way brings much love into your life providing much meaning and understanding. I once walked darkness now I am full of light. A love I hope I never lose Christ by my side.
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Ahhh dear Billie, blessings, blessings, blessings to you….
AND to you and others TOO